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About Me Member Lurker ArtFan8820/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Florida, USA
  • Interests: Uh, stuff
  • Favourite movie: Don't have one
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica
  • Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock
  • Favourite artist: Don't have one
  • Favourite poet or writer: Clive Cussler
  • MP3 player of choice: The one that plays my music
  • Shell of choice: Armor Piercing :|
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation2
  • Favourite cartoon character: To many to pick
  • Personal Quote: Art is a great thing to be a fan of.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, and insanity

Inner Turmoil is Fun!

Thu Aug 27, 2009, 12:19 AM
NOT!

Yeah its true, I'm in my own personal hell right now lol.

I met this amazing person two weeks ago and she's one of the best things to come into my life right now. I have so much I wanna say to her but there is so much that scares me...its left me a mess. I want to say my feelings but I don't want to lose a friend, and at the same time I'm scared of rejection. I don't think I could stand another rejection right now lol.... :(

My friends all tell me she likes me and is dropping signs but with my whopping 0% dating expirience, idk how to read and react on them and sometimes it seems like she just gives up. I want to believe that she likes me so much... she's amazing, and right now she's already become one of my best friends. Its making the choice so hard... Tell her everything and risk driving her away and/or being rejected, or play it safe and be just her friend but risk losing your chance with her.

why does life have to be so difficult...

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: The Offspring
  • Drinking: Full Throttle

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:iconlordfunkyfist:
Your page needs more lovin' :>

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"'Coming up on your mud flaps', people have such cute names for sex."
:iconfusionfox:
Your icon changed! I saw it in my Friends section! MY PAGE LOOKS DIFFERENT! :noes:

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"That's a lot of words for 'I don't have a sense of humour'"
:iconlordfunkyfist:
For a moment I saw your icon on my Journal page and didn't recognize it, and I was just like "Who the hell is this?!"

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"'Coming up on your mud flaps', people have such cute names for sex."
:iconmx55:
I did the same thing LOL For like a split second I was like WAT IS THIS PERSON

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Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane.
I let my music take me where my heart wants to go.
Aren't you scared? Well, that's just fine.
:iconartfan88:
LOL well, just trying different things I guess. Might jump around with the icons for a while.

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So...
I guess I just throw any old thing down and it becomes my "signature"? OK fine by me, here you go 8D
:iconfusionfox:
:noes:

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"That's a lot of words for 'I don't have a sense of humour'"
:iconartfan88:
:|

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So...
I guess I just throw any old thing down and it becomes my "signature"? OK fine by me, here you go 8D
:iconmx55:
:excited:

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Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane.
I let my music take me where my heart wants to go.
Aren't you scared? Well, that's just fine.
:iconlordfunkyfist:
I hope you're happy, now I have an uneven number of Watchers!

....Thanks though.

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"'Coming up on your mud flaps', people have such cute names for sex."
:iconlies-and-deception:
I kill you

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