NOT!

Yeah its true, I'm in my own personal hell right now lol.

I met this amazing person two weeks ago and she's one of the best things to come into my life right now. I have so much I wanna say to her but there is so much that scares me...its left me a mess. I want to say my feelings but I don't want to lose a friend, and at the same time I'm scared of rejection. I don't think I could stand another rejection right now lol....

My friends all tell me she likes me and is dropping signs but with my whopping 0% dating expirience, idk how to read and react on them and sometimes it seems like she just gives up. I want to believe that she likes me so much... she's amazing, and right now she's already become one of my best friends. Its making the choice so hard... Tell her everything and risk driving her away and/or being rejected, or play it safe and be just her friend but risk losing your chance with her.

why does life have to be so difficult...